she ended up telling a complete stranger everything ! About her mum about her dad and about her and how she longed to have a good decent boyfriend it was good to get it off her chest. The boy sat their in complete silence not saying a word until louise had finished.

"look " he said "you really need to talk to someone about this"
"i just have , i told you " louise said laughing at herself for talking to a complete stranger.
" i mean someone who knows what they are talking about from where im standing i think that you need to get everything of your chest and as for the boyfriend thing im sure you will find the right guy soon"
louise was shocked at this comment maybe he was right maybe she shouldn't have worried about getting a boyfriend all she had to do was sit tight and wait for the right guy to come along.
"im Simon by the way" the boy said.
"oh gosh i didnt even ask did i ! im so sorry " louise said utterly embarassed. Louise looked at her watch and suddenly remembered her presentation to the head master.
"look im really sorry simon ive got to go" she said standing up
"don't go stay" simon said shooting her a sad look with his baby blue eyes.
"no i really have to go im sorry thankyou for every thing" she bent down and kissed him on the cheek.
he stood up his face so close to hers his eyes looking deeply into hers and she looked back her heart beating so fast and then it happend he kissed her it wasn't just a normal kiss it was a long passionate kiss. something louise had never expirenced before.
"now will you stay" simon said
louise just nodded lost for words.

whats the point louise thought to herself whats the point in staying in this place. She pushed the door to the toilets and looked around for any teachers before entering. locking herself in a cubical she decided to write a fake letter about her needing to go to the dentist. Just before the end of second period louise went down the hand in her letter to the main office. The woman at the front desk was a plump friendly looking woman who louise thought to herself wouldn't even check the letter for any signs of fakeness. louise was right and 10 minuites later she was sitting on the park bench thinking about everything giveing her chance to clear her head.

Louise was so lost in her thoughts that she didn't even notice a boy come and sit down next to her.
"how comes your not in school then" the boy said making louise jump out of her skin. She looked the boy up and down. He was very good looking looked like a man in a school uniform. He had light blonde hair and the most adorable baby blue eyes.
"oh ermmm" louise managed to stutter totally lost for words. Her heart was beating so fast she thought she might explode.
"don't worry " the boy said "i won't snitch"
"just needed sometime to think" louise whispered blushing , get yourself together louise thought to her self.
"why aren't you in school? "
"couldn't be bothered to go" the boy said laughing
louise laughed to but all of a sudden tears started to fall and the weight of the last few months suddenly came crashing down on to of her.

the school bell rings . Louise steps inside the school building shaking of all her worries and concentrateing on making a difference. In just two hours she would be infront of the head master putting her proposal for a new school uniform across. Louise had spent many months asking people what they thought of the uniform. Many had complained about the out dated heavy shapless blazers and the horrible green trousers which were so hard to buy.

Louises mind never strayed from what she was doing she was always very focused.
"Louise shouldn't we be getting to lesson" one of the teachers shout as they walk past.
" well your late aswell sir" louise calls back and she starts to walk towards her form room.
she pushes the door to her form room open and walks to her seat next to one of her very close friends Brain. Brain having recently come out as gay was wearing a multi coloured scarf and was sitting at the desk staring at picture of chad micheal murray.
"no brains" louise whispers pointing to the picture of chad.
"ahh but hes got pecks" brain whispered back half giggleing
" and what have you got round your neck it looks hideous" louise whisperes back
" trust you to not like it sometimes it might be better if you didn't tell the truth" brian hisses but then he smiles " im adding colour to this school uniform which reminds good luck for today hun"
louise opens her mouth to answer but she was interupted by miss Doncaster her form tutor.
" louise how can i put this politely ... shut up"
the whole class erupted into fits of giggles
" and miss how can i put this politely ... don't be rude"
the whole class erupeted again even louder this time
Louise simply picked up her school bag and walked head held high straight through the door and down the coridor knowing that by this time tomorrow she would recieve yet another detention letter.

monday morning

Louise dreds waking up on a monday morning. She knows only to well that once she gets up its all work work work. She looks at her alarm clock five thrty am best time to go running she thinks to herself. dragging herself out of bed and into her grey tracksuit and with her cap pulled down covering half of her face. Once she is at the park she decides to take her usal route round the lake and back. starting of at a slow place gradually getting faster as her thoughts about going home intensified she needed to get back home to her mum before she woke up and realised she wasn't there. Her mum needed her and that weighed heavy on louises mind. Ever since her dad left a year ago her mum had spiralled into a depression louise had tried to get her to a doctor but her mum was haveing none of it and Louise had no choice but to just keep looking after her.

louise creeps back into her house praying the closing of the front door won't wake her mum. she clicks the front door shut and creeps into the kitchen. Turning the kettle on she slumps into the chair exhausted because of her run but also the worry about her mum is starting to wear her down. Of course she couldn't tell her dad what use would that do. She hears her mum stirring upstairs and immediatley went into mothering mode. Nursing her mums crying by hugging her and telling her everything would be ok.

Once her mum was settled downstairs with a cup of tea and daytime tv blaring out the telly. she pulled on her school uniform and scraped back her long hair and put some mascara on to outline her beautiful eyes. Pulling her bag over her shoulder kisses her mum good bye and walks out the front door clearing her head of all the worries and consentrating purely on the day ahead of course this is better said than done and the worry about her mum sits like a rock in the bottom of her stomach.

About louise

Louise is a strong, determind and driven young woman. She knows exactly what she wants in life. She has very strong opinions and isn't afraid to air them either. Her hair is dark and long and swishes gently around her shoulders. Her eyes a bold green that mesmorise anyone who meets her gaze. Louise prides herself on telling everyone the truth this often gets her in trouble and sometimes it has lost her friendships but louise doesn't care she is a woman of principle.

Even though louise is only 15 she looks much older than the rest of her fellow students also her mind seems to be alot older too. While her friends are out getting drunk louise is inside working on her latest challenge she has set herself.

From this account you may think that louise is a geek that has no life but you couldn't be furthur from the truth. Louise is constantly in trouble at school for her strong opnions and she is often found at some sort of club or another she loves sport and drama and is often found at the park jogging.

Although louise is a beautiful and inteligent person she never seems to be intrested in haveing relationships with any of her fellow students they all seem so imature. Yet secretly deep down louise wished that someone she liked would take interest in her alothough she never told anyone how she felt.